"Could someone be so kind to ask me out"
-I relleh want to see the fireworks&do shopping; Im in desperation

I want to spend my last minute of 2006 with somebody crazy.
Whooot Whooot!
That is what I will call the end
"30th & nobody asked me out. How exciting(*sigh)"
- Making funny faces to cheer myself up. Booo

I woked up early today. 0615 okay? I need to buy fresh foods for tomorrow.
Im helping up with the cookings. Yummeh!
I've got plans & they are: Buy school stuffs&finish up homeworks
Queerly, I was too desperate to talk about my situation
& I told mum that i need love(*Gaga) She was outgoing okay?
Mum is too great to be true; I love her like noone cares

1334; Amanda asked me to
accompany her to shop for clothes
We went to Spore Expo for metro sale
& after which, we went to town
Searched for nice clothes
they are either too expensive/out of stock
I want either the mango white tee
or the top shop green one
I relleh was on tight budget
to buy a bagpack for school
& Seriously, i got a nice one
for twenty-nine bucks okay?!
Im obsessed over hot gorgeous guys
you know; Can i have them?(*giggles)
I need one
for tomorrow's new years celebration.
They are too hot to be true
Uh-gagaga! Yummeh.
Grr-ahhs(*pathetic sounds to excite)



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"I want to see the fireworks with you tomorrow babeh!"
- Dardar, im thinking of Dardar. Another dream ons

I bought a present for sweet daddy after years i'd never did so.
That is so bad of me. Everything was planned. I cant wait for 2nd Jan
Thank you Jabez for accompanying me. Whoot whoot! I owe you one doller

"Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice"
- Im listening to song i used to play to remind of you&me

Oh me the god! I've never felt this way for so long
Babeh, I need a hug like yours to feel so preety secure
You've stole my heart like noone did.
How the heck did you do that? It is some kind of magic

"Diaries are like video tapes. Your the ghost, past are real"
-Landscapes&Sceneries of falling sunrays
I wish i could rewind pause&play the memories like on tv

"I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?"
- Solitary moments makes me want to come back home
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Hello girls & boys.

Im preeteh fine & excited you know?
Myself & Zareeza went to metro sale & shopped around town area.
I bought tops at 20 & below.
I lost one of them anyway. Wasted you know?
Altered my new jeans & i love it the much.

We went to Cathay Dhoby Gaut & met up with Sha & his friends.
Whoot Whoot Whoot! At one time, i disgust him & now im gg out with him.
Like what the heck kan? Hahaha(*sigh)
We watched snow cake the movie & i dont relleh recommend it at all.
It was border line. Home me & zareeza headed. Yeah! Short at sweet babeh!
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0800; Zareeza im still awake

2 pills of subsribed steroids dont make you sleep one whole day
My wrist is numb, My leg have cramps, My back aches
I can't snap! Oh my the god. But I can clap (:

These past few hours i've been crapping in the dining room alone!

I drew/jot dowm my memories/danced/sang/making funny faces/computer screen staring/jogged/ran/skipped/jumped/whined/drank/picking boggie/assignment making/Shaped paper into a ball/Played with cat/Kissed the cat/Hummed/Butt flatting/Farted/Music listened/Nagged/Calculated/Wrote/Body scratched(*Random!)
That is what I will call the end
"Im growing fatter & who still wants me?"
-After each morning wake up, Ill pinch my abs while whining&nagging.

1025, im already up my bed
& jumped around to burn my fats which multiplied while i was asleep.

Stretching my lips & brushed each&every corner of my mouth.
Spits my blooded saliva with colgate bits.(*Hey im showing not telling!)
Tv watching is boring. Assignments making is overstressing.

Slippery slipper shouldnt be used to run during rainfalls.
Doctor subsribed me steroids pills for my weak lungs
Cold weather kills

"Whining & your reading"
-This is random

Completing another pile of assignments given by boss
While my lips sang the nanana song & My fingers complete the song
It goes blahblahnananininunu

Glued to the bed while fixing my mind
Another overstressed session

"Come on! If you miss me, show me.
Butt head, dont be afraid. I dont bite you. I just need to meet you"
-Biting nails & making a weird marking line

I need to swallow steroid again (:
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(*Myrandomthoughts)
This week is gg to be super busy for me you know? Grr-ahhs! Pls i want extended holidays. Too much assignments to finish up by school reopens. My hair is still at its bright colour & i hoped the teachers are gg to be stupid in the head so they can let me off. Seriously, i hate it when you have to think in other ways of life! Negative thoughts you know? Why cant ever everyone be a positive kind of person. Life would be much more easier right? & now i havent yet solve my problems, thanks to this butt head & this stinks. I want/need money. I need more tops/jeans/shoes/accesories/bags. Huahahahaha! Thanks, im nagging. Yaw!
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I've just came back from pit & im having unbearable leg&arm cramps you know? There are sands clumping near my root hair cos i havent yet bathe(*innocentsmile)I guess my tent was one of the biggest among the whole of east coast. It looks like an open house or smth. Hilarious! Yesterday, Zareeza&hercousin came. They took more than an hour to reach cos they were lost(*sigh&gigles)But i guess to zareeza of all the long bus rides&walks, it came to a much satisfying one.(*poonacs; zareeza this is a guessing game)As time goes & till 3o'clock, east coast was packed due to the function held there(*Seksatravaganza)You know the function will be shown in tv on the 10th January(*Embarassing)I was on of the those right infront of the camere & i just hoped that my face wont appear in it. I do pity Taufik who got crumpled&crushed with his diehotfans(*girls&makciks)At night, it was nonstop bbqing eating&laughing with my family(*excluding my 2nd ister) & Farhan(*sistersbf)

At six in the morning, we freshen up & unpacked our stuffs. Most of them were brought home & then the others were picked up later. We all headed for breakfast at Geylang & i hoped nobody smelled us.
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With or without you, you still make me cry
You said to me you wouldnt want to make me cry
I guess it is just a false statement

Why cant you just stop bothering me
If you care, why wouldnt you leave me
My life my world my ass
Dont you udrstand a simple statement
Like leave me alone

I seriously hate people fighting
But you, you just love wasting time
I know you're not listening to me
But thanks for showing me a good way
Of letting me know that you care for me
& That is bullshit!

Seriously, you are pathetic
Isnt what you did to me enough already?
What more do i owe you, fucking asshole


Kao nk pikir aku extra peh?
Aku mane suker masuk cumpo ah sia
Kwn kao tu leh jln ahs!
Aku tk bodoh ah!
Laki sial!!
Kao bobal mcm nk step phm tk?
Kao pikir pukul org dpt ape ah?
Dpt name? Whatever ah sia!
Kao matrepers! Tao jeh nak cari psl
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I've been bloghopping & i realised that i dont understand even a word of what they are typing. I seriously need to improve my language. Being more creative & intelligent, i need to read more books. Today, im gg book borrowing at library & finishing up part of my homework(An at least, two history essays done & 3 units of maths homeworks done) by midnight. It sound little but it is alot to me! Grr-ahhs.

Im clearing my wardrobe & im selling my dress along with the belt. I wore it once & im not gg to wear it anymore. Maybe ill budge in somebody's online selling-stuffs. Anybody kind to? I have no pictures of it. Errr. Somebody borrow me a camera. Anyway, im way busy this week, you know? Maybe tomorrow im gg Burger King to study & on friday, im packing food stuffs for my pit. Grr-ahhs! I relleh hope that on saturday, it wont rain. On sunday, im gg studying again & ada gig but i think im not gg. Sorry lah eh? I guess im gg to save up money for the *ee*** thing. Im not in the mood. My aim now is to at least finish up three-quater of my homeworks & that is alot, you know.


Dear mrsomebody, do you care about me?
I don't know why you want to meet me
Can you tell me asap?
My mind cant stop thinking about it

You rmbr the day we were on the train
Going back home
I left you a kissing mark at your cheek
& my friend said that your shocked

I want to leave a note that im serious
I don't do that kind of stuffs easily
You know my love for you is a pain in the neck
I can't stop thinking about you

Hello Hello this is qeena
Im being a fool
& i can't help it

Mrsomebody, am i loving you?
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Im sick thanks to no sunshine morning/afternoon/night!
Im okay now (: Thanks to no more rain falls. Grr, im cold & freezing. I need to get my homeworks done. Grrr-ahhs! Zareeza; thanks alot about yesterday. Maybe we(*ee***) maybe fine ehs? Im scard you know. Errr. Anyway, im gg to post yesterday's pictures with a me & jabez and along with a me & zareeza. Grr-ahhs! I hate the pimple on my nose.







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tell me this feeling inside
my brain dont stop repeating of you
even if you dont care
i still care about you

tell me why i treasure you
even if you dont treat me like i should
the days we went through
i still cherish it always
& sincerely me, i do miss you

tell me why you dont seem to care
please be friends with me at least
& im not asking for more (:

to share with you, to care you
& cross my heart
i feel silly to think of you every single time
That is what I will call the end
call n' return by hellogoodbye

You promised me starry night skies
They just remind me of your shining bright eyes
Im missing your voice at night time
This separation seems a sad crime

But dont think i forgot you are oh so sweet I know

If only you were here
Things would be more magical
If i were there
Right now would be more radical

Youre so not near
Im wishing i could place a call

And feel closer to you ooo-ooo

The miles of air and road and land
That separate me from all my plans
Were havin' fun
But something tells me i miss someone

But i hope you didn't forget me
I couldn't forget you the whole time i always knew i knew

If only you were here
Things would be more magical
If i were there
Right now would be more radical

Youre so not near
Im wishing i could place a call

And feel closer to you ooo-ooo

Say that youre into me just let me know how it will be
If you dont know dont say so
Ill wait till the perfect time think of all the perfect lines
Ill make sure if i let you know

Weve got movies on our list to see
Things to do just you and me
Calls to make from here to there and back
Weve got fun to have and days to spend
Stars to see or just pretend
At least for now just keep things right on track



im not saying i love you
but ill never forget you
& someone magical pass this msg to him (:
errr...
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Hello sweet people. I've really got to say that im so darn giddy up happy like that. At first, yesterday, i got to buy alot of things that i want with only 50bucks. Other than that, my mr long lost friend contacted me back. Thanks to friendster (: Today i met up with him at Gashaus. He thought at there got ska gig. Errr? Okay nvm. He & his friend ride his motor to Far East Square. Well for me, i got to go there alone. Chinatown is the apekchee place. Their eyes are like cameras searching for people doing crime. Okay, I was lost at first but I got my way out in the end. My kaki melecit & thanks to my new shoe. I walked like duck. Quak Quak Quak! Hahaha(Qeena start her merepek). No offence actually, the gig ws boring. We waited for the sallys to perform. Not much people skank okay? & yah the people who came for the gig, sikit seh. Now im being ska gilerness. Im listening to them for like one hour thirty minutes & still counting. Gyeah! I so cannot wait for skafest. Grrr! & metal is much more better than punks in the gig kinda way. You phm?
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Hello & fine thank you. This whole holidays, i want to study more. For today, I met up with my mr bestfriend to kallang river for a few hours of doing homework. It was 5plus when i headed down the water breaker to play around with the water. I saw smth unpleasant floating near me & found out it was a body of a dead bloated dog/cat(unsure of what it was cos the face was in the water). I screamed & ran up the water breaker steadily. Seriously, that freaks me out! Hoho. While i was studying, i saw a school of fishes jumping from the surface of the river. I so love nature! At 6plus, we went back home. & i think i want to finish up my homework abit (: Goodnight
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I just couldnt belief what i had went through these years. I just found out the whole truth & the every-single-bit true colour of him(I shouldnt describe who is him). But yet looking to the brighter side, i learnt not to take in words so easily from dickheads. It was worth it to go out just now eventhou it wasnt even planned. I just hate every single bit of him. Im not crying okay? I am regreting alot & i mean it. Like this --------------- wide! Okay but triple the size. But what i can do right? I just hope that god might teach him a lesson or either he realise it sooner or later by himself. "I love you so much", "I know that we are fate", "I will die in your arms" & "You mean alot to me". These are like the blablabla stupid sentences which repeat in my ears for years & I mean it again, Years!!! Im not the love material kind of girl. Sweet words don't soft my heart. Guys need to do more than they think to get my love & i guess i sound like the hard to get kind of girl. Im playing the hard-to-get game. Btw guys like him can go to hell & get aids

Anyway, i found out that you are uncool & simply very pathetic. You act like you dont know that your actually lamer than geeks. You think sex is great & it makes your brain smaller. There is no such thing as death sentence by the neck for you. Cos sorry, you have none (: You may think that when im without you, my life is ruined. But im sorry, your brain needs to be fixed! You need Bras for your growing breast. & last but not least, you can cut your dick. Cos when you have vargina, you can actually fuck more & get a higher chance of having aids/hiv. Furthermore, you dont need to worry where you put your viagra or your baby powder for your stupid dick.
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I really want to find myone&only. Where are you, my superman? Hahahehehuhu

Im so touched to the "Superman Returns" show. I know it was a long long ago movie. But still & always touch me. Recaps of my other topfavourite movies: "King Kong", "Xmen3", "Pirates of the Carribean 1,2" & alot more lahs!

& im really sorry to the bloghoppers over my condemned behaviour about my previous blog. I have alot of mixed emotions. Btw im tired & feeling like im nearly dead. I want to hang out tomorrow.
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Writing random thoughts, random thoughts again! Gaga, that means im being bored. Dish dish dish! Im left to have fun without school for 5weeks minus 4days. I cannot belief it! Gosh, time pass so fast. I still havent yet get my homeworks done. Maybe i should go out studying at the study corner. Looking to the brighter side, I do love my school & I miss my classmates. Gaga..

Anyway, Im now feeling so much better being single than having a relationship. My maturity is not enough to udrstand relationships. I think i suck in it. Well, i better off be friends with them eh? Im not interested in love(miss & smooches) Blurgh! Hello, can couples please dont smooche anywhere they want? Public places is not allowed. I prefer you do it at home or somewhere there is not alot of people around. & Yarh! Guys who craves sex can go to hell.

Hahahehehuhu.
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Hello female/male blogaddicts(people who go through blogs no matter where they are/what they are doing)! Im writing my random thoughts. Gosh! Is there any leo girls that need friends? Cos i want a friendly type of leo personality & i think i click alot with leos. I am leo! Hahaha. I cant belief that im believing in horoscopes. But actually there is such thing as blood horoscope?(Im not sure what is the real term) They say different types of bloods means different types of personality.

Today was great fun. I hanged out with my dear eldest sister & parents & along with sister's boify. I woked up early despite i slept late last night. I hogged on the phone till i fainted. I realised that my voice was abit like seductive. Gosh! Well, sister's boify is in big size(describing that he is not fat) By the time, he got into my small family car, I started to suffocate. We went to a shopping mall & ate pratas, curry fish with rice, fried bee hoon & fried octopus. I realise my family have this food style. Like every 10mins you can change your food with your another neighbour. I searched for nice sneakers but they dont sell nice cheap ones. Me & my eldest sister bought fake eyelashes for each of us. Thanks to mum. The sales girl put it on for us. Seriously, her breathe stinks. She need tictacs. Hahaha. After putting it on my lid, i felt my eyes were hard & stiff due to the glue.

After which, we went to eat at this kelong(I don't know the english term). Every food stuffs there is a must try. Ask for Saujana (: Oh okay. I wasnt satisfied at all eating there eventhou i ate alot. My tummy grumble for more. Previously, me & my parents ever went to a kampung asking for nice sweet durians. It was a very nice experience. To them, there is no such thing as no littering durian skins & seeds. They even asked you to throw them in the drain where they can burn it. Cool eh? After which, I went back home. But me & my sis cant stop laughing at each other/ourselves. We acted like mentel indian girls with our long fake eyelashes. Really funny! Ergh! Cant wait for another hang out with 1st sis!
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I met bestfriend just now & took an hour or less bus trip to esplanade. We dropped near niccole highway & walked to the seaside. I dont know we actually have to walk through a jungle or smth like that. The road was like an old one & there was alot of dead leaves around. After walking for 10mins, it started to drizzle. But still we sat at the path way & admired the scenery which was the best! The drizzle turn into heavy rain drops. We walked in the rain to esplanade, evethou there were shelters around every 500m. It was humourous to see bestfriend's face. Hahaha! But my face was much more horrible. I got into the cacat toilet & wiped myself dry while hair blowing with the hand dryer. We sat around & walked in the drizzle to the bridge. Trash talked & headed to eat near macd. Home we headed & seriously the bus was freezing cold. Furthermore, our clothes were still wet. Brr! We hugged till we reached at our bus stop. Today is kenangan terindah. Hahaha! Macam phm.
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Hello mr monday ♥ Today is home sick day & maybe i should find something meaningful to do. Yesterday was the best thing that happened to meafter 1mnth of hoping. Me, Iza & her other friends went to gig which wasnt planned at all. Gosh! A dozen thanks to her that i had such great fun. After listening to head banging songs, we headed to Ljs to have dinner & slacked near library till 11pm. After which, we went back home. I desperately need money!
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I love friendly strangers. They make my ass life better (: I don't like people who curse/scream/shout/sneer out in the middle of nowhere. I envy beautiful people with no-pimple face, nice-chubby cheeks, cute-pink lips, shiny eyes & preety attitude. I don't hate people alot so mayb im writing more of i like/love. I love chocolate all over my fingers & I don't like skittle sweets. Buttered brocoli is better for sucking. Brocoli is high in nutrition. Green tea make you lose weight & it also kills bacteria. Slow songs are nice bcos they make me sleep. Punkrockers & pop punk kick ass & make me shake feet. Beaty songs are nice to dance along when you have your favourite friends. Hahaha. Thank you bloghoppers/friends for reading my 3minutes of writing with boredom.
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I edited an old pic (:
Hello power rangers
Ceh mcm phm
Busuk face!
Suicide bomber?

Qeena the red panda
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Hello beautiful strangers/people! Gosh, i had so much fun with zaa today. At first, she came to my crib to eat & after which, we went to bedok & took a mrt train trip to Bugis. She bought a top ther & we headed to Esplanade before moonlight. We took alot of pictures during our trip to Esplanade. Gerek the mans! We met up with Badridd, my old pri schoolmate. We sat around with them & left to walk around the place. I did kid around with strangers. I tend to smile alot & talk trash. This big guy i saw, he was very fat & i said "eee, busuk". Betul & seriously, i tk sengaje tao! I melatar lahs. Errr, dish myself up! Me & zaa waited for Yusri till 9 but he had not turn up. So we went back home. Gyeah! Deary zaa, we ada bnyk gamba eh? Keep up keep up! Weee.. must do another again. Anybody want to join panda-eyed me? Ill post the original/edited pictures later okays?

Gee, ever eu felt like eu want to contact eur guy-from-the-pass back. Cos maybe eu miss the old times. I miss their gerek-ness & merepek-ness. Grrr, i dont care if he treat me like hell. But spending time with him was fun. Qeena crazy right? Somebody smack me. Gosh! I need to put a smile to my damn face whenever i bumped into them/they/he/him/she/her.
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Gosh! I never felt so tired that im having backaches, moody feelings & headaches. I do really need myself freshen up! Anybody cheer me up please(sigh). Today, im gg out again. I only have 4bucks budget. I have used up all my money. Omg omg omg!

I want to have a beauty sleep. Yesterday, my hp just couldnt stop ringing with msges & calls. Dish dish dish! I can't sleep really that well & my kak called bout smth but i just ignored & my mum asked me to do house chores & so & so. Hahaha. Im like so desperate to sleep! Roar, okay nobody is at fault. I should have silent my phone. Gyeah! Qeena smile, Qeena must smile. Ill update again ltr if i have the time.
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Rakinah Binte Mohd.Jailani. Im very fickle & I don't make decisions quick. I can go around the bushes for hundreds of times & run around like a mad kid. Ever so cheerful & sometimes would be unsatisfied if someone irritates me. I can be mean if you want me to. Im happy with whatever I am & live life as carefree as can be

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